[prompted by long phone call & challenge from friend regarding last post, in effect “Love has sadness, because you’re on a journey and that’s part of life.”]
Well….yeah, I feel that way too. I struggle with the same whys and wherefores when it comes to communication/relation. I wasn’t pointing the finger without three pointing back at me. But here is how I’m tuning my brain these days, and it is this way because I’ve done some hard hard work, but the results are turning out beautifully ( once I quit kicking and screaming and settle into them that is); I’ve decided that the pursuit of True Love is to be my Devotional. So in the face of doubt and hurt, the question I ask myself is: If it’s not True Love, then what am I fighting for? And then I swallow the pill, and I let it warm me up from the inside and I say/pray: Thank you. Thank you for letting me know what love is, even for a moment, even for just my own wonder & joy, my belief in magic, even for this heartache. It was worth it, just to know it exists. You’ve reminded me, and that is a gift … so thank you.
Believe me, it is so much more satisfying and strengthening than to spend my days and nights wondering.
Rock On for True Love!
[Original Post: Tuesday, June 15, 2010 at 12:36am]